I’m judging you

I read an article about a fashion blogger in my local newspaper today and I thought “fantastic! Another one who lives around here, yay!” Because I love reading fashion blogs, I just love them. Some of them that is, and this one just wasn’t one for me. I went onto the site, and I started reading. It was easy read, but some grammatical errors annoyed me, a very oral way of writing. I oversee these things in English, but when it comes to my own native language I just can’t stop myself going a little crazy. That is, of course, because I see the errors so easily. I’m wandering from my story now. The errors annoyed me, but it was still somewhat enjoyable, but then it was the girl. I liked a lot of her clothes, but I couldn’t stand her hair and make-up. It ruined everything. I just looked at her, thought “lame” and then looked at her errors and added a “stupid”.

Then I stopped myself, am I really that judging? Am I really that stupid? Just because a girl has bleached hair and an orange-ish face doesn’t mean she is a complete bitch who thinks the world of herself, nor does grammatical errors make her stupid, maybe she is dyslectic, and that certainly doesn’t mean that she is stupid. Yet I thought all of this, and I had those thoughts because of the color she put in her face. I really need to work on the way I see other people.

I don’t want to think about how other people see me, this fat girl, dressed in black(because I feel visible if I’m wearing colors) with a bored somewhat sad facial expression(I can’t help it, my face looks that way when I don’t do anything with it). They’ll laugh inside, just as I laughed at that blogger. I’m going to read her blog from now on, after all she does have 30 000 readers, and I want her to prove me wrong. I want to be proven wrong, maybe then I’ll stop stereotype these girls with orange faces and bleached hair.

My left hand is sleeping!

I hate it when parts of my body fall asleep, it is very uncomfortable. What parts of the body can fall asleep like that? I know the obvious ones like arms, feet and butt, but what about the other parts of our body? Like, uh, the neck? Oh well.

I’m bored, very bored. My clock shows 22:48 and it is ca 50 minutes until Supernatural starts. I want to go to bed and stare into the ceiling. Today has been a very uneventful day. I’ve answered two phone calls which is impressive since I have a fear of phones. Both were friendly, one my grandfather(I love you!) and the other a friend who wanted to know if I was going to a party later, I said I wasn’t home. I lied. I just didn’t know where the party was(or rather I didn’t know where the person who hosts it lives, I know that it was at her place), I would have to ride my bike and it was too rainy for an hour on that thing.

My day was something like this:

my mother woke me up at nine thirty and I got up and made myself a nice breakfast, consisting of three peaces of fiber rye crispbread, a pear and a 0.1% fat yoghurt with apple and pear taste, oh and two large glasses of water.

Then my mother drove me to the bus station, having to turn back when we were halfway because I forgot my bus card, stupid me. I still got on that bus though! I went to the movie theater and saw Forgetting Sarah Marshall, and it wasn’t really my type of movie, it was somewhat funny, but overall kind of boring. Mila Kunis was super cute though.

After that I bought a cappucino and wandered the streets for an hour or so, rejecting flyer pushers over and over again. I hate them, I’m not really interesting in talking about God with you and your evangelic friends, and I’m certainly not interested in drinking some nasty looking dieting drink every day the next two weeks, even though I’ll get it for f

ree, and I’m not cool enough to go to your shop, and no I cannot support your good cause, because I’m being supported by my parents and have no job.

Then I went into a magazine shop and found to my great surprise that they sold NYLON. I went looking for it in september(I wanted an article I knew was in the issue that was out then) and they said they didn’t have it, but now they have it. It is so very my luck. I always go looking for something and no, they don’t sell it/have it, but then so

me time later there it is. It’s very stupid.

So when reading NYLON I listened to the Pink Spiders and painted my nails red. IT was nice and cozy and enjoyable.

10 minute bootcamp cardio workout!

phew! I’ve just done one of the workout videos over at sparkteens/sparkpeople. I did it at lowest intensity, and I didn’t really get that out of breath, but my body couldn’t handle higher intensity anyway. I’m sweating a lot though. I’m feeling great, my energy is up(even though I really don’t want to move right now) and I just feel good. It’s always like that after a workout, but during it I feel like I’ve been sent to hell. I guess that’s the way it is for many people, if you think about how little people exercize these days, but some love their actual workout and the feeling they have during it. I just don’t understand that, but we can’t all be the same.

Here is the video:

I’m really dead tired right now, I’m guzzling down water, I’m on my third cup now, and I just want to lay down, but I have to tidy my room(yes, the same room I was supposed to tidy two days ago…). My room looks like it’s been bombed or something. I really need to clear my floor and desk. It’s not like I have a storage problem.

To do list

1. vacuum house
2. ride the stationary bike
3. eat dinner (pizza, and no salad, not good)
4. tidy my room

That were four things I have to do today, and I will do them, starting in two minutes I think(that would be 3PM/15.00 if your interested)

I just got in touch with the world again.

I’ve been very offline for about three or four days, I made this blog yesterday, and that was all online activity the past days, why I don’t know. There are many reasons to it:

• School ended on Friday and I’ve just wanted to sleep
• My friend threw me a surprise birthday party last Thursday, and I’m still in shock.
• I wasn’t home, and awake, on Monday for more than a few hours.
• I’ve been feeling guilty about eating too much sweet and fat stuff so I have stayed away from the computer so that I wouldn’t feel obliged to log into my SpakTeens account.

Then why have I logged on today? Again I have several- reasons:

• I had to go to school to complain about my exam grade (2 – which is second worst grade).
• I feel like working out
• I feel guilty about being off my “healthy lifestyle” for a week